She's looking at the window. A little girl, maybe just nine or ten.

Mom are dead and daddy is dronk. She don't know what to do, when he yellin' at her when she's a "bad girl".
She don't know what her name is, her mom call her for sweety or honey, daddy never look at her if shes not doing anything wrong.

 It's snowing outside. Cold.
The girl shiver and wants to go home. But why for? He just sitting there in the sofa. Mom always had time for the little girl.
The snow sparkle, like her eyes one times did.
Shes put the stone away and lie down in the snow, she's shiver and pull up the collar and look up at the sky. Soon its cristmas. Soon the school is finish for this year. Her only freedom, there she don't haft to excuse herself if shes not crying, goes to slow or just flickering. Dad always running so fast to the school with her, tell her goodbye and goes away. He want her to stay with her! Can't he see that she needing her dad right now?
Teatcher is friendly there, She can play with the cildren, sometimes they haft classes.

They other children always say that she's ugly.  She run in to the bathroom and cry, look at the mirror and look at her others brush hair and stroket clothes. Her dad didn't care about something like that. It was just bullshit,  according to him, she didn't know what Bullshit mean, but if don't daddy like it, she didn't it. He haft to always think the same that he. Maybe she should be punished if she didn't did it

What were he doing so wrong? Why leave the mother her? Isn't he worth anything?
She's crying, the snow feels quitly, but she can't see it anymore. Daddy yelling somewhere behind her, she know she should go and ask what he want, but she don't want to. She don't want to anything.

Daddy coming and scream that she's coming in, Now. She don't care. He don't want her, the snow wants her.

He open her eyes and look into her black angry eyes, "Why are you mad, daddy?"

When she don't come the dad been pissed off and take the pistol and shut her.

The girl shut here eyes and never vake up anymore.

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